Im BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

Did anybody miss me? I know I been playing myself, abandoning Kandyyams for Global Grind. I'm not gonna do it anymore. I PROMISE.

On a serious note- Can I tell yall what I've learned in the past 3 months?

First, I learned that this guy I was feeling REALLY WASNT INTO ME. He was actually the inspiration for a previous post I had done on that subject (this one). I just didnt understand how someone approached me and when I wanted to make plans it never went anywhere. Like wtf u shouldnt have brought it HERE, if you was gonna do that. Im too old to be playing around. Shit was crazy, I had to get outta that situation before it got out of hand and I started feeling more stupid. No hard feelings.

I also learned that blogging is not what I thought it was. When I made this blog, I had no idea where I was going with it. It started as an online journal and then I started putting up clips and pics, taking on the persona of a blogger. Sites like Necole Bitchie and Bossip make it look easy, but once you're on the inside and you see how stuff gets conjured up and passed around, you'd be like "whaaaaa"? Its a risky business, this blogging thing! You have to be careful not to build/break the wrong relationships or else it OVER.

Im learning more about myself, too. I learned that im progressing and that I rather stay in the house than to surround myself with people I feel aren't. Its like, how long can you be doing the same thing? I call it "going nowhere fast". I've been correcting my wrongs and working on myself and I amaze myself everyday. My thing is, how come you don't want to progress like Im doing? Life is crazy, I swear.

No way am I content in where I am in life BUT, im happier than I was 3 months ago. I've done alot since I decided to turn my writing hobby into something serious.

I think y'all should follow me.